I LOST LOL I went to sleep at like, 9 last night and didn't wake up until 12 hours later LOLLL I missed all my lifstreaming and the guy beat he game already~ I woke up and saw credits !!! DDD: It was so depressing, I did one of those SILENT SCREAMS and yeah... it was terrible lol

but I'm laughing now, bec. I think it's hilarious that I gave in~ I'm truly a "SLEEP" person xD but oh well, it's fine hehe~

as for it being in japanese, yes it was~ but it wasn't that bad, I understood most of it ("mamoru", or some version of it probably means protect, bec. snow said (announced) it like, 50 times whenever he spoke, it was actually very annoying...)

OH and I know Lightning's real name !! I won't spoil it but... yum (:

I kinda... nvm I won't spoil it >___> I know the end already, which is sad bec it's been three years and now it's over D:

Apparently, FFXV (15) is currently being developed so (XIV is an mmorpg!!! )... another 3 years !?! How about FFXIII versus !? or agito !? I can't wait anymore D: my whole life seems to consist around waiting for something LOL (battlestar finale, twilight princess, star wars episode 3, etc)

I guess I can continue to wait !! (:

..anyways, I learned an important lesson from all this !!
I should NEVER stay up for that long ever again~ but maybe when the new ZELDA GAME comes out in Japan.. I'll watch lifestream again, hahahaahhahha...

.... ha...

~L

(new favorite characters!? FANG, VANILLE, and EC- I mean, Lightning (: ...)

for those of you who don't have me on facebook or twitter let me quickly update you on my life.... I"M DYING D:

not dying dying, but like... MY HEAD IS GOING CRAZY~ it's SOO MENTAL really~ I have been watching livestreaming of final fantasy tfor the past 3 and a half days and I'm not done yet !!! I have been awake for a total of roughly 75 hours and I'm still awake~

though.. I was feeling it a bit earlier, like, lying in bed, listening to the livestream and thinking... I wish I could tell my family I love them one last time (LOL) bec. it felt like i was going to DIE D:

honestly, being awake for that long.. it's WEIRD... you start to feel GODLY like you are sorta... heavenly? it's like that episode of futurama (idk if anyone saw this) but the orange hair guy (fry) drank 100 cups of coffee and when he reached the last cup, he was like, A GOD LMAO~~ you have to watch the episode to understand~

when I reach 100 hours, I think I'm GOING TO GO MENTAL

(righ now, the stream is going very well... lots of spoilerific things going on I'm getting so HYPER everytme someone dies xD the guy is pretty far, but he talks WAY TOO MUCH)

*looks up at my own journal*

wow, i talk a lot too

~L

coffee, caramel latte, double double, expressso dark dark dark chcolate, or maybe mangos? fondue mango !? do people eat cheese with fruit? melted cheese, i mean~ eww that's nasty but ppl do? I don't.. i never will ~~~~~~~~

yup I went to a bar with my friends last night till about 3am and I'm feeeling the after affects of two good ol' canadian beers D:

but anyways, I haven't slept for more than almost 15 hours and I'm getting kinda ANTSY !!!

and I've been watching final fantasy XIII livestreaming, it's quite entertaining (and disturbing) but really really SPOILERY so don't watch it if you don't want to be spoiled~

really, I don't want to be rude, but the guy playing... it's like, 3am in tokyo and he's been playing 8 hours into the game and I think, like me, he's starting to get a bit WEIRD~~ as in... zooming in on little girls and talking very happily about vanille and etc >___>

ALSO... HOPE is geting very EMO and it's pisssing me off D:

ugh, I need a beeer : D

-will update later about how MENTAL the game is getting

I decided that I don't care if I'm spoiled~
I'm one of those people who can deal with it~
although... surprises would be nice =/

~L

(ps, favourite characters so far ?? LIGHTNING, SAHZ, and VANILLE... Snow is being too manly, Hope is EMO, and Fang hasn't even arrived yet D: also.. there's so many cutscenes... okay that's all for now !!)

HERRRO EVERYWUN

I have an exam at 8pm tmrw night and it's currently 4pm right now and i have a TERRIBLE TERRIBLE HEADACHE and I'm trying to understand some concept called gente decente in early latin america AND I'm MAD D:

If any of you knew me in real life, you'd probably be surprised how much ANGER I display on dA, bec. I'm generally a happy person in RL xD seriously, none of my friends are on dA and THANK GOD FOR THAT bc. if they read my recent entries they'd know who I was talking about D:

But ANYWAYS, here is my rant todaaay :]

Is FACEBOOK a means to destroy friendships?
Let me re-word:
Rather than going to a friend, talking about your problems and sorting things out, whether the result be bad or good, is FACEBOOK the best way to do that !?

siuation: my DAISY FRIEND has officially ended her friendship with one of my other DAISY FRIENDS who fully betrayed (don't like this word...) her and revealed a bunch of private stuff she wasn't supposed to reveal to numerous ppl, including myself~ that's what I was getting mad about before, bec. I found out some shit >_>

WELL... DAISY #2 is taking this "break up" badly, bec she feels like she is a VICTIM here (even though she's EVIL for fully telling ppl my friend's secret AND passing it off as quote "frivilous gossip" that isn't even important to her) She's told almost ALL my friends and now they all think daisy #1 (the original daisy) is a WHORE D:

She doesn't even know half the people~

Well, now that daisy #1 and daisy #2's friendship is over, daisy #2 is ruining everyones life and how did she start it? by deleting me off her fb, ignoring my calls, ignoring my texts, and getting other ppl to ignore me~

problem?
I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING

but yes, even though both daisies did something STUPID i was willing to forgive them~ I forgave daisy #1 and we're okay~ i TRIED to talk to daisy #2 but she deleted me and ignores me... so I submit to all of you~

SHOULD I EVEN TRY ANYMORE ?!

someone told me that if she doesn't try to talk to me or attempt to explain herself, then she is a bad friend and I should forget her, but I'm not like that~ I was willing to give her a second chance and she fucked it up~ I'm a fucking second year university student not some high school 10th grader who can't tell it to your face and has to HIDE behind everyone (NO OFFENSE TO 10TH GRADE WATCHERS, high school ppl on dA are awesome <33)~

AND...here is the fucking cherry on top, apparently she told her DAD who used to be a weight lifter or something~

OKAY, FUCKING GET YOUR DAD TO BEAT ME UP, ALL BECAUSE I'M TRYING TO SAVE OUR FRIENDSHIP~

what did I do wrong? this is what I did: I found out my friends were all lying behind my back, and for some reason, I'M the BAD GUY~

this is what she (and many other ppl, some of you might notice) does~ she makes herself the victim so everyone will feel bad for her and think I, MEEEE, am the villain~

don't fucking make me rip your face off

: D

I'm short... but I'm STRONG (LOL) and I think, if the opportunity arises, I could kick someone's ass.. but that's not the way to deal with these problems~ you're supposed to talk them out, and as adults, I believed that was possible~

now... it feels like I'm in high school all over again~

gente decente: literally a decent person

yeah, I'm gonna fail this exam

~L

countless fails over the week !!

1) on my DEC 3RD report I put the date as DEC 4TH... FAIL

2) I promised myself I'd study for my wednesday exam on thursday... now it's saturday... FAIL

3) I lost my phone charger... FAIL

4) I lost two cheques with money.. they are hibernating somewhere in my clothes D: FAIL

5) I patched up with my daisy friend then yelled at her on the phone yesterday.. FAIL

6) I went shopping downtown and my card got flagged... FAIL

7) found out I could save my card if I had two forms of ID on me... I had ONE... FAIL

8) this is the SECOND TIME I'm typing this bec. my computer shut off on me randomly at number 14 and I had to start over again... FAIL...

I HAVE TWO REQUESTS I NEED TO HAVE DONE
one for =XIrisMoonX and ~WonderSakura

THOSE ARE ON THEIR WAY, PROMISE !!!
I'm on someone else's computer D:
My laptop is being MEAN and GUY-ish and I'm MAD >n<

so... hope you're all well watchers !!

~L